Joy slept so much better in her own bed, and so did we! On our first night home last time, Joy woke up almost every hour trying to get comfortable. Last night she woke up only a few times for Tylenol and a snuggle, and then she was right back to sleep. The exhaustion has passed, and it is amazing what sleep does for a body! Thank you, Lord!
I remember speaking with an international pediatrician before we accepted the referral for Joy. She positively encouraged us that the surgeries and casting would help with our bonding. So true! Actually, going through all of this has served to enhance our bonding and confirm our attachment. When we first saw Joy in recovery she was crying and scared. I could hardly get to her fast enough! She looked at me, and instantly I saw a flood of relief in her red, swollen eyes. Tears of relief continued for a few more seconds, and then she relaxed and melted into my arms. She was comforted by my presence and my touch. And in my heart, I knew for certain that we have a bond. It goes deep. I am her mommy, and she knows it! She is my daughter, and she trusts me and depends on me. This reminds me of my heavenly Father. All I need is His presence, His touch. I can trust Him and rest in His unfailing love. What a beautiful gift! I pray that Joy will come to know and understand her heavenly Father's love for her in a deep and profound way.
"Blessed are those who have learned to acclaim you, who walk in the light of your presence, O Lord." Pslam 89:15
Victory!
And now 1 month down . . . 4 more spica cast months to go!
